Yesterday, I received news that my father went into cardiac arrest.

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My mom just told me that my grandfather ( my late grandmum's ex-husband) had pass away yesterday :(. I didn't know him as much i did my grandmum but he was still a great man. Even though I didn't know him as much as my mom did, so I am not going to on as much as normal for at least for part of the week. I am going to help my mom though this ( as much as i can.).

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So I have had one of my worst weeks in the last couple of years, (to be honest though not my worst week ever just in the last like 3 years). I am autistic slightly sorta (my doctors aren't good a quantifing things but yeah but when three of them are like you are probably somewhere on the scale yeah digression) and I have an inablity to emotionally seperate fiction from reality aka if stuff goes down in a book and a character dies that I had been attached to it hurts me as much as loosing a

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So...it happened. My mom finally passed away in hospice today. I...like I said, my relationship with her was complicated. For much of my life, she was not a very good parent, did things that really hurt me. But later in life, there were moments where she was there for me when I needed her the most, loved me when I needed it the most, and that means something, at least, and despite all the bad, I’m still crying at her loss.

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Short version: My mother died last Sunday, and part of the fallout from that is my brother's benefits being rescheduled to the end of the month, instead of the beginning.

Which is effectively being docked a month's pay out of the household income.

Which is a very big gap to have to fill, so I'm really hoping that people might be willing to kick in a little bit here and there to help make that stretch a little smaller.

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Life update. Sharing this sort of thing on here seems strange to me. Not that I haven’t shared this sort of thing before, but I’ve been away from the site and writing for this fandom for so long and generally not writing blogs that it just surprises me. But here I am, drafting it. Whether I post it, I haven’t decided.

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I am very sad to report that my Uncle Lee's daughter Brandy passed away last night due to complications with MS, leaving behind three children.

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